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[01 Jul 2009|06:24pm] [ mood | contemplative ] We could throw it all away and laugh into the light of a new dawn. Laughing at anything, we could grow new eyes and sing new songs. And we don't ever have to keep it on the inside. post comment

[27 Mar 2009|01:14am]                Well, when one's lost, I suppose it's good advice to stay where you are until someone finds you.    But-but who'd ever think to look for me here? post comment

you should know that... [16 May 2007|01:58am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | girl talk ] we went to the museum. (for free, mind you.) and this woman moved me. also. i am trying to go to baltimore, md for virgin fest on august 4-5. a sisterly visit must come in order. as for it has been too long. post comment

[21 Feb 2007|08:11am] So New Jersy passed civil unions. what about New Hampshire? I never understood the whole "Live Free, Or Die" slogan. If you are gay, you can't get married there. Doesn't that defeate the whole purpous of the slogan? another note. Jacomis grew up in Rockville, and he knows what I mean when I talk about it. Caleb always thinks that I'm making stuff up, but for once, someone backed what I was saying. I think I'm back into a sort of funk. I hope it will go away soon. 1 comment|post comment

just think. [02 Jan 2007|01:16pm] If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too... If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue, Or walk with Kings — nor lose the common touch, If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you, If all men count with you, but none too much; If you can fill the unforgiving minute With sixty seconds' worth of distance run, Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it, And — which is more — you'll be a Man, my son!   -- Rudyard Kipling 1 comment|post comment

[17 Jun 2006|11:59pm] i get the feeling that i'm sinking in you. your hands go through me as i'm trying to think back on a better time. like watching water in a rising tide, pulling out my heart, and pull in one more drink to keep it calm. cause i think i've hit the breach and this is all i can take to keep going on. 2 comments|post comment

[19 Aug 2005|10:21pm] i got an industrial in my left ear done like, 20 mins ago. 15 comments|post comment

[25 Jun 2005|04:05pm] who wants to design me a new livejournal. i dont feel like it. 5 comments|post comment

[09 May 2005|01:59am] She keeps on asking "do you think it hurts much to die" "It's hurting so much more to stay alive now" 15 comments|post comment

[31 Mar 2005|08:26pm] now's a right  time for a good song 3 comments|post comment

[25 Mar 2005|03:10pm] Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76% Stability |||||||||||| 43% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Empathy |||||||||| 36% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||| 36% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||| 30% Religious |||| 16% Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56% Materialism |||||||||||||| 56% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70% Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50% Conflict seeking |||||| 30% Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43% Romantic |||||||||||||| 56% Avoidant |||||| 23% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63% Wealth || 10% Dependency |||||||||||| 43% Change averse |||| 16% Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43% Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70% Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76% Peter pan complex |||||| 23% Physical security |||||||||| 36% Food indulgent |||||||||||||| 56% Histrionic |||||||||||| 50% Paranoia |||||| 30% Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43% Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test personality tests by similarminds.com Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. trait snapshot: messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, not good at saving money, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, quick to make friends, does not like to be alone, rash, fame seeking, sarcastic, craves attention, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, vain, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting 1 comment|post comment

hidden in plain view - where the highway ends. [06 Mar 2005|04:24pm] you could hear a whisper in the wind filling me with confidence.... this is where we choose to run away from all the things we just can't take. all the forced smiles and dreams that washed away. hold on, hold tight, be strong, it will be alright. 4 comments|post comment

Happy Valentine's Day.... [14 Feb 2005|10:29am] <333 post comment

[14 Feb 2005|12:25am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | d <3 d ] To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived, this is the meaning success -Ralph Waldo Emerson I'm glad that people can talk about how they feel. it makes my life sooo much better. <3 post comment

[06 Feb 2005|10:53pm] it is always good to get out your fustration. post comment

[04 Feb 2005|04:56pm] even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. it can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.... 3 comments|post comment

[13 Jan 2005|02:07am] you are unbelievablely mature. 1 comment|post comment

Closing Down The Pattern Department by Daphne Loves Derby [12 Jan 2005|10:51pm] [ mood | shitty. ] hey did you hear about my mistakes? i never thought you'd see me looking down and even though i made a mess of everything you made for me all along you were there waiting like you said you always would yeah you said you always would we dont have to wait for anything at all now that i've learned this fool will never learn a thing and i can't believe that you would send your love to me now even though i don't deserve it forgive me but i can't be everything you deserve and i know it's too late to crawl back to you tonight but there's a few things that i just need you to know like the way i felt when you were close and how the stars exploded every time you are near and all along you were there waiting like you said you always would yeah you said you always would we don't have to wait for anything at all now that i've learned this fool will never learn a thing and i can't believe that you would send your love to me now even though i don't deserve it i am so far i couldn't see that you make every day so sweet all along you were there waiting by my side all along you were there waiting by my side we don't have to wait for anything at all now that i've learned this fool will never learn a thing and i can't believe that you would send your love to me now even though i don't deserve it yeah you love me even though i don't deserve it you love me even though i don't deserve it         thanks for shitting on me. I DON'T CARE. it's the way shit will always be. and you just aren't a part of my life anymore. it's the way things will always be from now on. post comment

[02 Sep 2004|10:54pm] [ mood | drained ] hey everyone!! much to everyone's belief... I'm not dead or anything. just grounded alllll summer. so yea. ya know. right now I'm at college. it's great!! hahaha. more details...yea their to come i suppose. yea so...im around. hope everyone had a good summer...mine was meh. Have fun in schooooool. haha. 16 comments|post comment

you know what this means... [17 Jun 2004|10:18pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Break Blossom by As Tall As Lions ] add me and i'll add you... ♥ Crystal 24 comments|post comment

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